Is It Not Enough?

Is it not enough

for Grover

to sway upon a floor

of my thighs and knees?

Is it not enough

the bird sounds and airplane low loud hum

with the door open?

Is it not enough

without a plan for exercise

or dinner

or tonight?

this pressure to self-care the weekend away

“Is it not enough?” Someone of me asks and

“It is never enough,” someone else of me proclaims.

But someone else of me, in his fear,

decides this cat's cuddling motion

is a waste of my present

Momentous unreality

Impersonal truth

Oh, the nourishment of

"It has always been enough."