A while back, I read a selection of
letters of Jack Kerouac and Allen Ginsberg: Hand-written, wild typed marvels
and postcards, written and sent from around the world—on work, books, loves,
life, loss, Dharma, and gossip.
I marked the following passages for
one reason… or another.
AG: You ought to write a beautiful
book someday which like Rabelais and Quixote and Boccacio is filled with tales,
poems, riddles, lyrics, and secret phrases.
JK: On the Road is the name
of this opus; I want to write about the crazy generation and put them on the
map and give them importance and make everything begin to change once more, as
it always does every twenty years.
AG: I have a new method of Poetry.
All you got to do is look over your notebooks (that’s where I got those poems)
or lay down on couch, and think of anything that comes into your head,
especially the miseries, the mis’ries, or night thoughts when you can’t sleep
an hour before sleeping, only get up and write it down. Then arrange it in
lines of 2, 3 or 4 words each. Don’t bother about sentences, in sections
of 2, 3, or 4 lines each.
JK: Dostoevsky was the wildest
writer in the world at 57; we’re young punks.
AG, on Howl: I realize how
right you are, that was the first time I sat down to blow, it came out in your
method, sounding like you, an imitation practically. How far advanced you are
on this. I don’t know what I’m doing with poetry. I need years of isolation and
constant everyday writing to attain your volume and freedom and knowledge of
the form.
JK: He’s the most un-reassuring guy
in the world.
AG: Neal looks older, Jewish, very
serious and on powerful integrity drive.
JK: I’m at my last ten bucks in this
foreign land [Mexico]
AG: I don’t write much, just a few
hours a day—depression, beatness, unknown….
JK: … I would live life of mendicant
thinker in this humble earth dream
AG: I will study Buddhism with you.
JK: I think I’ll become a wandering
Taoist Bum… wanta come?
AG: In any case to share grating poverty with you for a season again would be a pleasure.
JK: I’m too old, I’m 33, to stay up
all night drinking.
AG: Sensations hit like tracer
bullets.
JK: Practice ONE long dhyana a day,
because it takes twenty minutes to quiet the machine motor of the mind.
JK: So DON’T FLIP
AG: I wonder what T.S. Eliot will
do. I wrote them each about you too. Funny letters to each. Imagine to T.S.
Eliot.
JK: I just discovered Pound’s Cantos,
never realized poetry was free till now.
AG: Is there a great mad wave of
fame crashing over our ears?
JK: Conscious continual compassion
and ordinary contentedness for whatever way of making it …
AG: Screw public relations let’s be
kind and truthful. Who else dares?
JK: A nice Yiddish saint
AG: Teach gentler
JK: DIAMONDSHATTERINGBULLSHITAG: I
don’t have your football energy for scrawling endlessly on pages
JK: I believe in Buddha kindness and
nothing else, I believe in Heaven, in Angels, I eschew all Marxism and allied
horseshit and psychoanalysis, and offshoot therefrom… beware of California.
JK: you know the greatest of all
Balzac’s novels is Cousin Bette.
AG: And everything else is arbitrary
conceptions.
JK: House is old Victorian type with
banister to slide down from bedrooms….
JK: Bleakjawed Neal was mad….
JK: I have offers to read for money
all over country and reject em all. Too bashful, goddamit I don’t like to be on
a stage.
JK: All these well dressed people
looking at me with slitted eyes, why don’t I just retire from the universe. Ah
fuck it, I’m going back to Li Po.
JK: Wouldn’t it be wonderful of Ike
and Dulles and Macmillan and DeGaulle and Khrushchev and Mao and Nehru should
all sit around a table and smoke tea: what humor and openmindedness would
result, what tender perception.
JK: There will be a great writer who
will rise above us but I’m sure he will be a young American kid in about ten or
twenty years, like after Melville and Whitman there came Twain.
JK: … and that will take up a
thousand hours of energy
AG: … and realized I AM the
emptiness that’s movie-projecting Kali monster on my mindscreen, projecting
mindscreen, even.
AG: Just finished hamburger
sandwich.
JK: Everybody should simply make a
vow of kindness and let it go at that, try to stay sober too—start new party
Vow of Kindness party.
AG: Brand new world a-coming.
JK: I have all your letters neatly
filed here in my new steel office file and you can browse anytime and use them
etc.
JK: What have we accomplished?
Good new poetry, that oughta be enough.
AG: Now we go out save America from
lovelessness. I reverse Howl, I write white Howl, no more death O
Walt Hello Jack!
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